That one that waits alone

When you wait alone it takes longer.

Longer for anything to belong.

Belonging to someone is worth waiting for.

Selling ones self out is nothing but being alone with another.

To be authentic is a very brave thing to do.

To be alone is the only authentic you one can have.

To be authentic with with another is the only beginning you will ever need.


“Stand up son! Just stand up!”



My Dad

My Father

My friend

He stood up

While others slept

He stood up

When there was wrong done

He stood up

When others wouldn’t fight

He stood up

When others wouldn’t love

He stood up

When no one cared

He stood up

When all faith was gone

He stood up

When life knocked him down

He stood up again

When I needed him

He stood up

Till the end

My dad stood up

A Gentlemen if there ever was.

Which of us today can say

When it’s our turn and the proverbially shit hits the fan.

What we would do?


I can hear him now.

“Stand up son, Just Stand up. ”


Fennigan Tyler Spencer

Son of Stephen Keith Spencer



Between the truths

There’s light and dark, those are the only truths of this world. in between these two truths is the shadow. We live in the shadow, (reality) and everyone is their own. casted by light or dark at all times conflicted internally on which way to cast , but will always cast in the direction of ones true nature.


Ain’t it Fenn

Lemons in the basement oranges in the sky Dollars cant face it Diamonds dont know why Truth is for beggars Comedy for hecklers Snakes in the gra’s Pigs in zen Heaven aint it ? Fenn


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