Words are only strokes of color. That paint the walls of my mind. Fenn
That one that waits alone
When you wait alone it takes longer.
Longer for anything to belong.
Belonging to someone is worth waiting for.
Selling ones self out is nothing but being alone with another.
To be authentic is a very brave thing to do.
To be alone is the only authentic you one can have.
To be authentic with with another is the only beginning you will ever need.
Fenn
“Stand up son! Just stand up!”
My Dad
My Father
My friend
He stood up
While others slept
He stood up
When there was wrong done
He stood up
When others wouldn’t fight
He stood up
When others wouldn’t love
He stood up
When no one cared
He stood up
When all faith was gone
He stood up
When life knocked him down
He stood up again
When I needed him
He stood up
Till the end
My dad stood up
A Gentlemen if there ever was.
Which of us today can say
When it’s our turn and the proverbially shit hits the fan.
What we would do?
I can hear him now.
“Stand up son, Just Stand up. ”
Fennigan Tyler Spencer
Son of Stephen Keith Spencer
Between the truths
There’s light and dark, those are the only truths of this world. in between these two truths is the shadow. We live in the shadow, (reality) and everyone is their own. casted by light or dark at all times conflicted internally on which way to cast , but will always cast in the direction of ones true nature.
FTBAS
Beautiful me
Reigns a ravage Time the savage Wet rag wheeling Hold up feeling Shoe shine shone Dead is not gone Far is here Closer than near That’s it baby tit Kill tha lit Feed me Clean me Free me See me Cry me Pray me … Continue reading Beautiful me
Ain’t it Fenn
Lemons in the basement oranges in the sky Dollars cant face it Diamonds dont know why Truth is for beggars Comedy for hecklers Snakes in the gra’s Pigs in zen Heaven aint it ? Fenn
In my own words
In my own words Of 3 strikes in tine First one went even Second crossed the line Third purchased this freedom In my own words No more bases No more games No more traces No more pain In your own … Continue reading In my own words
Dis and Bone
This is whats on this mind Kings looking for queens Playing the games Petty fames Thinking of this finger A dead ringer For you to linger Behind this singer Phrase Days Lays Ways Pressure is undermine Temperature is sublime Water is fine I ain’t lying … Continue reading Dis and Bone
About time
Its about time I wrote you Its about time to spout you To say all I need to say For you to hear what you need to hear About that ghost who stays there Who goes where? Intimate and real Open I feel Deafness I … Continue reading About time
Dreams
While sleeping walking through life wide awake, staring into our dream screens of common delusional destiny, all the time some dreams argue and bicker over which way to go. I wish to project a dream of us in this the twilight of our future, … Continue reading Dreams
